I’m sorry, i’ll apologise for this before i start! I’m going to have a whinge.

I’m so utterly utterly empty today. I’ve exhausted all options in trying to crack a smile. I have been shaky, weak, teary and quite frankly, bloody useless. I have struggled through the day at work and all i want to do it sit in a dark room and cry.

I don’t know what is wrong. I thought my girly week was here on monday, i had all the cramps, the sickness and uncomfortable medicine ball in my stomach feelings…. but nothing showed. Nothing has showed all week, but i am still having the crazy changes in emotion, the pain, and grizzles…. but nothing to show for it. How is that fair?

I’m having a few head messing issues at the moment too, nothing i can put here, but just be known my head and heart are torn with somethings i can’t control. I am on a bit of a whirlwind of mentalness, and i don’t like it. I haven’t felt this way before, and i hope i don’t again. I just wish i knew what to do…. a good friend has been a confidant, and i thank you for that, i am sure things will sort, but right now i’m spinning, and its no fun, no fun at all.

Sorry to moan xx

Kisses

Popps x